Charity Mae Meeler

The names charity(: I'm 16 and i'm a Junior. I go to VBHS. Family, friends, my boyfriend<3, and living life to the fullest is my life!!! I'm a very outgoing person and i'm not afraid of trying new things and going on new adventures.


Ask Away(:  

I am a cuddler.
I am a morning person. 
I am an only child.
I am currently in my pyjamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am left handed. 
I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
I bite my nails.
I can be paranoid at times.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy smoothies.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have a car. 
I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a pet.
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. 
I have all my grandparents. 
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have or had broken a bone.
I have caller I.D. on my phone.
I have bathed someone.
I have changed a diaper.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have had major/minor surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have mood swings.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have rejected someone before. 
I like the taste of blood.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop. 
I own 100 CDs or more.
I own and use a library card. 
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math. 
I was born in a country other than the UK. 
I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.


I have/had:

Graduated high school. 
Smoked a cigarette 
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid. 
Gone to a concert.
Helped someone.
Spun turn tables.

Watched four movies in one night.
Been dumped.
Taken a college level course. 
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over £200 in one day.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.  
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Attempted suicide.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have. 
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
Had a hamster.
Dyed your hair.
Had something pierced. 
Got straight A’s.
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the color:

Light brown
Medium brown
Dark brown
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde/Ginger


My eyes are:

Brown
Blue
Green
Grey
Hazel 
Light brown
A combination of things


I am a:

Male
Female 

People sometimes label me as ___, .
Slut
Girly 
Ugly
Nerd
Other

My longest relationship was ___. (including on and off relationships)
1 month or less
2 months
3 months
4 months

5 months

6 months

7 months 

8 months
9 months
10 months
11 months
A year+
Two years or more
I’ve never been in a real relationship.

Some of my biggest fears are ___.
Spiders/other insects
Dying 
Doctor/dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
Being alone in the dark
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water 
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Dying young
Open spaces


I have ___.
A friend with benefits
A laptop in my room

A television in my room 
Good grades 
My own car 
Married parents

I love you sissy! I am so proud of you for graduating last week from FAU with your Bachelor in Social Inquiry. Also happy 26th birthday! Thank you for always being there for me and letting me always vent to you when I need to. 

I love you sissy! I am so proud of you for graduating last week from FAU with your Bachelor in Social Inquiry. Also happy 26th birthday! Thank you for always being there for me and letting me always vent to you when I need to. 

Loving me = hurting me….

I don’t understand. You tell me you love me and that you care for me yet you physically and verbally abuse me. I have never been so put down by someone like you do to me. I do one little thing wrong and it’s the end of the world, you do something huge and it’s nothing but yet you still end up yelling at me for doing something wrong to get the attention on you. I do something nice and right for you and somehow you still find a way to yell at me and tell me i’m an idiot, fucking stupid, or worthless. I don’t understand where all your hate comes from? You have a loving mother and father and had a good childhood, something must have gone wrong along the way. If you had a father like I did then I could see you acting this way, but you didn’t, nothing close to it. When I try to open up about my dad to you, you always think I am making it worse then what it was. I can’t have a conversation with you without you telling me to shut up and then you go on ignoring me. I need someone to take care of me and not let anyone hurt me, not be the person to hurt me.

And he told me I was everything he wanted, that’s when I knew he would never let go.

Jealousy.

Of course I am going to be a little bit jealous. I don’t know your past that well and I’m not really sure of what you are capable of yet. Jealousy shows I have a heart and care for you. You wanting me to get jealous is obviously your way of getting attention. Well two can play at this game, but I’m going to win:)

Please!

All the time I wish that my boyfriend would just come up behind me, hug me, and then kiss me on the cheek. All the time I with that my boyfriend, for once, would tell me I was beautiful, he loves me, that he is glad that he is with ME, or just anything that is uplifting. All the time I wish my boyfriend would not call me stupid, idiot, dumb ass, or all the above. All the time I wish my boyfriend would listen to me instead of telling me to shut the fuck up and then laughing because he made me cry. All the time I wish my boyfriend would just comfort me, hold me, and tell me everything will be okay. I love him and he brings me so much joy, I just wish he was more understanding. I have a heart and he surely knows how to hurt it. It would kill me to see this relationship fall apart, but I will do anything to make him happy.

i hate you.

I don’t understand how you can do this to someone you “love”. Your so pathetic and I will remind you everyday that you are no matter if we are together or not. After everything I have done and you treat me like that! That girl is like 2 hours away, she isn’t going to do anything for you, do you really think she gives two shits about you? No she is just trying to ruin our relationship and your letting her. That bitch better hope I never see her face! I have not trust for you after all your lying and games. You told me you choose me over her, let’s see if you can actually do so, or just learn how to be really sneaky. I will know and I will find out so don’t try me.

Finally.

everything is good in my life. I have a car, I have all A’s and B’s in all my classes, I have a wonderful boyfriend, and I have all the friends I want and need. Now I just need to find a job!
School has been going pretty good. I only go to 5 classes a day so it’s a pretty easy day. And then I only go to Dual Enrollment on Monday’s and Tuesday’s. My boyfriend does a lot for me and I couldn’t be more thankful. I just hate how he is keeping that one little thing from me, actually it is a big thing. And I’m content with the friends that I have(: All is good!

ughhhh..

Everything is just not working out!

My birthday is in two days and i’m hopefully getting my liscense that day! One problem I don’t have a car yet and it’s pissing me off, and my mom isn’t doing very much to get me one. I need it for school since i’m doing dual enrollment and I would like to get a job too! My grandma made it worse today by sending me a birthday card with a key chain for my keys, one problem grandma, I have no keys to go with it!!!!!!!!

Another problem, the boy that means the most to me and that has ment the most to me for the past three years all of the sudden out of no where wants nothing to do with me. I did nothing! I know he likes me, he told me! I just scare him he says and appariently i’m intimidating, whatever!

Also I hope that my VERY few friends decide to do something for me for my birthday„ they probably won’t.

Reblogged from 0nlyadr3am

I Just Fell In Love With This!

yeah 1 day u will no how seddle him down and remind the past is the past look him in the eye nevevr tell a white lie or if so u hope to die cuase his is so cracked in heart he knows the pain he dont show is the only thing let to give to girls and being crazy as he is im sure 1 day this boi will hit the right road and someone keeps him falling apart in the end

I Win!(:

 I don’t know why we play this like a game, but we do. I’m stuck alone and your out having fun doing who knows what, you win. I meet a new guy and he asks me out on a date, I win(: I txt or call you first, you win. You txt or call me first, I win. See who goes crawling back first, we are still both winning(:

Day 10: 1 Confession

I am very insecure. People tell me I am pretty, but I don’t believe it. I run and work out to get skinnier and to stay skinny. I hate my face and my body. I wish my hair was blonder, my face wasn’t blochy and had acne, my stomach was tighter, and also my thighs tighter, and I wish I had a bigger butt lolll.